He opted for radiation treatments. He has been having them for a little over a week and so far they have not been bothering him at all. I'm very angry with this entire process. He has to have treatments to prolong his life because of a disease that shouldn't even be. Why? Where do these awful life changing diseases come from? Why are they? If Satan is the answer, he sure has found a way to drag the worst feelings out of people. Millions of people are effected by diseases every day, why? Why my father? I just want to throw a huge temper-tantrum and scream NOT MY DAD!!! Not mine he's the only one I have ... Although this is the truth with every person that loses a father, why do I feel different? Because this is me, my feelings, my father and my family that is so hurt. I feel like someone took the world that is my family, turned it upside down, shook it then rolled it down a never ending hill. For today, like so many others this is exactly how I feel.
Have you gone through the hell of knowing someone you love is slowing fading away from you forever? If yes, I am sorry from the bottom of my heart.